Thank you

So here's how today was supposed to work. I worked last night (my first night back) then I was meeting my family and my babies at my parent's ward for Easter sacrament meeting (the kids and I all had matching colored outfits) I would go home and sleep for awhile then I would go to my parent's house for lunch with everyone (I will explain the everyone comment later) All this while pretending it's not mine and R's anniversary.

Here's how it actually worked....I think I'm allergic to certain tree nuts because every time I eat them I get really sick. So I had brazil nuts to snack on at work last night (healthy right?) Well then in the middle of the night my stomach decided it didn't like anything so I puked up everything. Ugh, I hate stomach flu feeling stuff. So instead of going to church I decided to go home and get sleep, so no matching outfits, no church. I wake up to slush everywhere. I'm still sick, but I didn't want to spend this day alone, without my kids. So I drive to my parents, give the kids their Easter baskets and didn't eat anything for fear of my allergy (I swear I looked it up, I have other times when this has happened too!)

While leaving my house I noticed that the snow needed to be shoveled on my driveway and sidewalk. It's a CO law that snow has to be removed within 24 hrs. Plus it makes it easier to drive your car. I was crying because I felt so sick, so alone, and I HATE shoveling snow.

At my parents Sydnee got to hunt for Easter eggs that were left on my porch last night. They're from a secret friend, but someone must have known that I wasn't able to get any eggs for the kids to find. I also cried when I found that bag. I finally felt so sick I came home, it makes me sad. I want to spend time with the kids, but they're having so much fun with everyone at my parents house. I'm not going to be selfish and make them come home just so I'm not lonely. I drove home to realize that while I was gone someone shoveled my driveway and sidewalk. I started bawling. It was the one thing that I was so upset about. It's little, but it was always something R did, and today I'm struggling. So thank you! I don't even know who did it, nor do I think they would tell me. But thank you for the eggs, thank you for the snow. It's not a little thing to me.

Sydnee and our secret friend Easter eggs. Beckham was too involved with his new train set to want to find Easter eggs, but Syd loved it!



I had to take a picture so I can remember all the blessings I am receiving


So why is everyone at my parents? Well my baby sister Klair is getting married tomorrow. So my grandparents, aunt, and a bunch of friends are all my parents house. Tomorrow is the wedding, I'm trying to be happy for someone getting married, but I keep getting told that I'm a little bitter. Well my Grandma says it's ok, just spit it out and get it over with. Well Klair bear, stinky aunt klair, corey, drain bamaged sister of mine. Congratulations, I really hope that everything for you is happy.
3 sisters

Klair

The BEST picture I could find of Klair, I should post this up tomorrow.


Thank you again,

Something good.....I know how to dye my own hair.

K