It's the last day he'll be here. The last morning our kids are going to wake up and demand "cancakes!" (which are actually waffles) We're going to the lawyers office this afternoon, 2 hours to decide the terms for the rest of my life. Then it's over, it will be official in June. Through all this I feel like screaming "wait, how did we get here? What happened?" There's no specific incident, no one moment that defines what or why this is happening. It's faith, I know what I'm supposed to be doing, I have a hint at why, but a lot of the time, I really don't like it. How do you divorce someone you love? How do you watch that person leave your life? How do you keep looking life in the eye when you know that tomorrow everything changes?
K
oh sweetie - i can't say i understand but only that i know you are in the right place. you have so many of us here that love you & the kids and are here for you. you can do this...it's a new day. If want to come over this weekend we'd love to have you!
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