It's a big one....

Day that is, it's my final for psych. I think I'll be fine just every test is nerve wracking!!! Then tonight I am going to Denver for Phantom of the Opera. With Lisa, she deserves a night off where we have fun instead of me crying. I LOVE musicals and the theatre so this should be good.

Right now I feel like I'm in a different world. I'm sitting with an eye cooling mask on my face (seriously my eyes are taking this whole crying thing really badly) and I'm not in my own home (my parents) and it's 8:30am and it's quiet. The kids spent the night with R and will spend all day and tonight with him too. I thought I would sleep in.....yeah right!

So far today I'm ok, but I really hate that question..."How are you?" Do you want my honest answer or should I just say "Good, ok, fine" in a bubbly voice. I'm not that bubbly right now, the closer it gets to him leaving the closer I get to asking to be tranquilized. Not completely just give me something so I wake up a week later and I can still function.

Have I talked about my Bishop yet? How inspired he really is? I went in with a prayer that he would understand me and he never questioned my decision. He has been completely supportive and always asking if there is more he and the ward can do. I didn't even want to move into the stupid house that we bought I wanted a different one but I was out voted by R, my parents, our realtor. Now I'm extremely grateful to be where I am surrounded by the people I am. Thank you!

There will be Phantom pics tomorrow and hopefully good news that I passed my class and I am that much closer to being a nurse!

K