D Day!

I was expecting this day to be so painful. So many years, so many moments all gone. I was so nervous, going into court, having to testify in front of a judge....But it was so simple. Lisa took off work and came with me. The judge was very kind and although the answers to my questions were sad, they were the truth and once I said them it was fine. When the judge reviewed the case and announced her ruling and that the marriage was dissolved there was a peace and happiness that came over me. I expected tears and instead I wanted to do a dance! That moment is just one more affirmation that I am doing what I am supposed to do.

With my official papers in front of the court


How do we celebrate? PEDICURES!!!!


The amazing girls in my ward put together a dinner for me! We had so much fun! I love my ward!! Also they all got together and brought me some movies. My movie collection was severely reduced back in April!


Lisa and I then drove across the parking lot to Chilis for dessert. White chocolate molten lava cake with raspberry my favorite!!! Thank you Lisa for staying with me all day, for listening to me as I rambled and always supporting me. I couldn't have gone through the last 7 months without YOU!!!!

Beckham is still in AZ so today Sydnee and I went to the Wolf Ranch pool with Joyana and her kids. We had so much fun! THANK YOU Joyana!!!

Sassy and Mommy

Something good....I didn't realize that even though separated there was almost a leash that was tying me down. But it's gone now, I feel a freedom and a happiness that is overwhelming. Life is exhausting but I'm still going to keep kicking!

K