Wait for the moment to pass

Yes, I have anxiety. I can feel it sometimes, I look at my hands expecting them to be shaking then realize that my body's not moving, it's all in my head. Something I've been trying to learn to fix is to not feed into it. Hula dancing, talking in front of people, realizing that there isn't anyone there to help reassure me....all things I was fighting yesterday. I've learned that listening to music and specific songs really helps. I can't make the anxiety go away, I'm just learning to wait for it to pass.

Yesterday wasn't bad at all. I've only taught little primary girls before, so I was really nervous, but it turned out ok. I am really glad it's over, and I'm going to call it a learning and challenging situation. I don't want to do it again, but if that's something I need to work on then.....

I have some amazing girls in my ward! I am always nervous to talk to people, but they are all so incredibly nice and supportive! I know that I'm supposed to be in my home which is in this specific ward for a reason.

Something good....This one's for you Tutu!

Last time I saw you I wasn't ready, but I've changed. It is gone now, and it would feel wrong any other way.

Notice my flower placement?

K

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The countdown begins.......

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